Saturday, June 6, 2009

Let's make a start

People from my point of view, living close to me. Crazy. Unpredictable. Deranged. Unbalanced. Bazaar. Foolish. Hypocritical. Irresponsible. Unstable. Untrustworthy. Wild. Out-of-Control. Thoughtless. Carefree. Unsteady. Repulsive. Irresolute.


Maybe I'm a little temperamental, or even cynical, however it seems just about everybody is changing in life. For the worst.

I continuously wonder, why do I care? And, I cannot answer myself. This is their life, what of it? Are they affecting the way I live? No, not really. Well possibly. I don't know.


Someone said I was a drama queen. I love drama, I love dramatic movies, I love outrageousness, and things that are unusual. But What the Fuck dude.

It's the adolescent change. I'm in a mixed world of emotions, I am aware that these feelings of mine, hardly seem important to anything. Nevertheless. I want an answer.


People in my life seem fucked up. I want to open up their stupid brains, to help them 'see the light.'

Maybe I'm not so different from them after all. If I didn't have a parent who kept me in my place, perhaps I would be the same as these people......


I think I just found my answer. Let them be. Because sooner or later, this is all going to turn around on them & they will finally learn from their mistakes. Furthermore, it's their lives, give yourself a break. Stop worrying about other people....even if they are one of your closest friends. Put yourself before anything else. Doing what makes you happy in the end is all what really matters.


I am lucky for the few people in my life who share my views. They are real. They are forever.



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